Long time - no write...

I know, I know - I haven't written in forever...sorry - I don't even know if anyone ever reads this or not anyway. Not much has changed in the IF world. We did our 1st IUI (which failed) at the beginning of December & now we have to sit this month out because I developed cysts on my ovaries due to the clomid. We can't do another medicated cycle until the cysts are gone, or else we run the chance of increasing their size & rupturing them, which would cause even more problems! I really just pray that these IUIs would work...I know that God can work miracles, but I am feeling really hopeless now & really wonder what God is up to...It is just such a helpless situation. Well, I guess that is all that is on my heart right now - pray, pray, pray!